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Wednesday, February 23, 2011

10 months

My sweet LayLee Magee is 10 months old. Were is the time going? I just want it to slow down or even stop, this age is perfect forever.


This month brought some more firsts, like first cold and first tooth. It has been nice that teething has not been a problem. If we weren't able to see it we would have no idea it was coming in. It seems to be taking longer than I expected. It really has just broken through the gum and the one beside it is visible under the gum. I guess I thought they grew at a faster pace.

Life with Layla remains pretty routine. Although this week we are working on changing that routine abit. Since Layla was very little bedtime has been by 6:30, in fact that is late. It worked for her and it was what she needed. By 5:30 at night she starts letting you know she is ready. This meant that for months now she would get up and eat between 5-6am and go back to sleep until 9ish. This has been perfect, we all liked this schedule. However in the last couple of weeks she has been having the 5am bottle and going back to sleep but only until 8 at the latest. So we decided we needed to get rid of the early morning bottle. It worked well when that meant we got to sleep in but it wasn't getting us anything any more. This week bedtime as been moved to 7:30. It worked perfectly from the first night she went to be later, she did not wake up at 5. Changing to the later bedtime was going to be hard since girlfriend is like her mommy and enjoys going to bed early. So we have been going out and keeping her busy. We went out for dinner and it was hilarious..we went at 5:30 and it was all people with small kids and people over 70! We had not been out after dark with Layla since she was a newborn. It was kinda fun and kept her busy and awake.Layla is also making progress with her meals. She started eating toast and chicken this week. I have been offering her meat for awhile but she would not really eat it. She eats 3 meals a day and a snack or two. As far as what she eats it varies from day to day. She really seems to enjoy baby food from a jar. It is a little disappointing that I spent months making all of her own food when now she won't even eat it. I can make her home made carrots and she will play with them instead of eat them...but offer her carrots from the store and she will cry out with excitement. She still would rather feed her self but I am alittle to impatient for this. It takes longer and it is really messy. So I try to give her finger foods while I get her meal ready and then she gets jarred vegetables with a meat in it(by her choice) and then I give her fresh fruit. Bananas are still her favorite although she will eat any fruit you give her.Laylas meal times are now like 8, 1230 and 5. She still takes 2 naps a day, morning from 9-1130 and 3-4. My next plan is to get rid of the morning nap but right now she still seems to need it. I have signed Layla and I up for 2 different classes and both have been cancelled dur to not enough students. I think we would both love something to fill our days with.Layla loves music and dancing, it must be something we are born with...moving to the music because we did not teach that to her. But turn on some music and she starts bouncing! I have been disappointed when they have been cancelled but hopefully when the nice weather gets here we can come up with our own fun.

Finally Layla is getting hair!! But my answers about what kind of hair she will have have not been answered. The back is more coarse with tiny tight curls and the top and sides are straight when dry and soft. When it is wet it is all curly but soft big curls. So only time will tell!


























































What I want to remember from this month is how luck I am that she is healthy! I have so much more respect for parents that have children that are sick after a week with Laylee with a cold. To see your child hurting and not be able to fix it must be hell on earth. I pray to never have to experience what they do everyday, I am sure I am not strong enough.

I also want to remember the laughter I hear when I kiss her...music to my ears! Do you think I will be able to get her to giggle like that by simply kissing her all over when she is 15?













Monday, February 14, 2011

Valentines Day


First Valentines Day!! Not a great one. Friday Layla had a cough and I knew what was coming and by Sunday the running nose had started. So Layla's first Valentines day was spent sleeping, coughing and getting her nose wiped. Thankfully it doesn't appear to be serious. No fever, just a cold. Well it has been a long week and now it's Friday again and I think she is on the mend. However while sweet girl was a coughing, crying mess I thought it would never end. Boy did it wear me out, sleepless nights again made me realize Laylay should be an only child!!

The best part of the week was watching Jatovi and Grannie worry about her. I was tired and found it pitiful to watch our sweet girl but without a fever I was sure it was just a cold. Something everyone gets and she will get it again. But Jatovi and his mom were so worried...worried enough Layla got a trip to urgent care. I was against it but felt like if I didn't take her and something was really wrong I would feel terrible the rest of my life. So off we went and she was diagnosed with acute croup and given oral steroids. So there we have it...until the next day when Grannie thought she should go again. So Jatovi was all over it while I was at work. When I heard about I was alittle angry because again I felt like she had a cold!!!

Long story short the appointment was cancelled and sweet girl woke up this morning with her appetite and energy back. So I feel great that Mommy does know best!!

Oh and along with this Layla is teething. I am not sure it plays into any of the fussing but the one small tooth is slowly coming in!!

So Layla I hope your Valentines Days are better in years to come!


Thursday, February 10, 2011

Into Everything

















I could not wait for Layla to crawl...but boy is she busy now! She is into everything, it is so much fun. She gets into things you would never expect, it is fun watching her learn and explore!




























Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Is That a Tooth?

Jatovi called me at work last night to say he thought he saw a tooth! I was excited however skeptical because we have been waiting for a tooth for months. And every time she has been fussy somebody says "she is teething". So really I stopped thinking about fussiness and teeth and have just been waiting.

Sure enough when she got up this morning there is a small white area on her gum that is a tooth! I am not sure how long it takes to fully grow but at least she is on her way.

The funniest part is after months of people telling me"she is teething" every time she woke up at night, cried or sucked on something....she has had no signs at all. If we had not seen it we would never know!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Daddy Issues

I have a Dad and I have a Father. Layla, your Grandpa is my Dad in every sense of the word expect for the sperm part:) I know an important part however what you do with the baby you create is for more important than being able to create a person. My biological father is just that...and only that. I spent time with him when I was very little but when I was 12 he signed papers that allowed your Grandpa Baker to adopt us and I have seen very little of him since.

I am now 35 and you would think I would have come to terms with this by now...but some days I still wonder. Having you has made that desire to understand how a father could have little to no contact with their child even stronger. I would jump in front of a car for you, I can't stand going 2 days without seeing you(when I work) you are by far the greatest thing to ever happen to me. So what makes some people able to walk away?

I always joke around saying "I have Daddy issues" but I guess I really do. I am a untrusting person because it was been my experience that once you get close to some one they leave. This of course started with the "father that didn't want me " situation. And still at 35 I feel this way, just ask your Dad. I tell Jatovi often that I am waiting for the day he will walk out and never look back.

Don't get me wrong people do walk away from their babies and it is the best decision they can ever make for that child. I think my life was so much better this way than the alternative for my parents still being together. I just wonder why Mike doesn't care?

I do miss my Grandparents soo much. Mike's parents were so good to me and the only Grandparents I really ever knew. I have major regrets with them and wish I had seen them more before they passed away, that is some thing I will always regret.

So Layla my promise to you is I will do everything I can to make sure you grow up loved and secure! There is nothing you could ever do that will make me leave you. Even if you make a decision I disagree with, I will love you!